So uh, hi. Hello. It’s been …. awhile. Three months. Ouch.
I kept meaning to update. I was still uploading my hysterectomy recovery videos to YouTube and I had every intention of taking those videos and posting them to the blog. To be honest though, even that took more energy than I had to give.
Long story short, YouTube, this blog, and basically anything social media related… became SO unimportant. On a list of priorities, those were at the very bottom.
I was finally able to sit down and film a video about what all has happened in our lives, how I have coped, and some of what I am doing to move forward and heal my heart. I was planning on sharing more of my heart on the blog but I think this video does a pretty thorough job of breaking it all down.
I hope that as I continue to heal and find peace that I am able to share more of my journey with you. I hope that through it all I am able to discover teachable moments that can help others. But for now, I have to focus on me, my heart, my mental health, and being the best mother, wife, and friend I can be.
Thank you for giving me a platform to share my journey; my ups and my downs. My triumphs and struggles. While this video was the hardest I have ever filmed, it was also oddly comforting to reveal some of the chaotic thoughts in my brain. Hearing that I am not alone in these feelings and that people appreciate these raw, honest conversations has been eye opening and helpful in my healing. So thank you. Truly.